It's been a while so I thought I owed it to the life of my blog to at least say something!
I've been going through a lot of different things lately. My feelings are all over the places. Emotions are high and projections of my future are very unclear. I'm dealing with it though.
Since I've said that, why not lay down some food for thought.
Its always been said that sometimes the one thing you need isn't always what you want. I wonder if that applies to love.
If you know me, you know that I've never seen myself as girlfriend material. When I say that, I don't mean it in the sense that I'm a bad person. I just think that I don't function well in relationships. The title "girlfriend" is a scary thing for me.
I've always thought that maybe if I found "the one" that I've created in my mind that all of this would change. Well, what happens when things don't go as planned and "the one" may not exist at all? Is it better to be alone and just wait and hope that "the one" will show up in the package you want or take a chance on something else that comes along?
I think that may be a bit of a rhetorical question. I'm not even sure I want the answer to that one.
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